Gosh underaged kids partys/chalets are incredibly boring! Heh!
Friday, May 29, 2009
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
ATTENTION!
*ATTENTION* LAST PAPER!! *ATTENTION* *ATTENTION* LAST PAPER!! *ATTENTION*
Wooh its finally gona be over.. Left with stupid pssr! which somehow doesnt feel like a proper paper! ive no idea if thats good or bad.. anw who cares! 1 paper to go.. then chalet and chalet and more chalet!
My family is going overseas tmr.... which means i have the whole house to myself! another yay! Should host a party =DD
Lets hope i dun fail anything! =Z
Wooh its finally gona be over.. Left with stupid pssr! which somehow doesnt feel like a proper paper! ive no idea if thats good or bad.. anw who cares! 1 paper to go.. then chalet and chalet and more chalet!
My family is going overseas tmr.... which means i have the whole house to myself! another yay! Should host a party =DD
Lets hope i dun fail anything! =Z
"A dead thing can go with the stream, only a living thing can go against it."
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
Half way through!
Wooh 2 papers done Applied Marketing Psychology and Applied Buisness Psychology! Two more!
ABP was pretty ok because our leacturer kinda gave us the exam questions to study indirectly. the mcq was a killer though i think im gona get 0/25!
AMP was screwed! ok firstly i spent like years trying to understand the stupid IMC and it dint come out! Freakin public relations came out! God damn it! then In marketing concepts i Wrote Product concept as Production concept, vice versa! Gosh! i hope i dun fail! ahh
Wooh 2 more papers left Social science research and psychology of the individual! Cant wait for after exams activities!
ABP was pretty ok because our leacturer kinda gave us the exam questions to study indirectly. the mcq was a killer though i think im gona get 0/25!
AMP was screwed! ok firstly i spent like years trying to understand the stupid IMC and it dint come out! Freakin public relations came out! God damn it! then In marketing concepts i Wrote Product concept as Production concept, vice versa! Gosh! i hope i dun fail! ahh
Wooh 2 more papers left Social science research and psychology of the individual! Cant wait for after exams activities!
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Fucking Exams!
If your stress and u know, bang your head
If your stress and u know, bang your head
If your stress and u know and u really want to show
If your stress and u know, bang your head
If your sad and u know, kill yourself
If your sad and u know, kill yourself
If your sad and u know and u really want to show
If your sad and u know, kill yourself
If your dead and u know, go to hell
If your dead and u know, go to hell
If your dead and u know and u really want to show
If your dead and u know, burn in hell
If your stress and u know, bang your head
If your stress and u know and u really want to show
If your stress and u know, bang your head
If your sad and u know, kill yourself
If your sad and u know, kill yourself
If your sad and u know and u really want to show
If your sad and u know, kill yourself
If your dead and u know, go to hell
If your dead and u know, go to hell
If your dead and u know and u really want to show
If your dead and u know, burn in hell
Monday, May 18, 2009
Exams!
Oh well 2 weeks of exams.. i cant seem to study much.. Had 3 study groups last week.. Pretty much failed attempts. haha esp the overnite study at airport! totally couldnt study at all! Shucks i hope i dun fail anything.
The lonely bug is getting at me again! arg.. I got asked this question by someone whom i haven seen for the longest time. Apparently she has been reading my blog.. Well i met her on the streets.. Somehow we started talking at starbucks.. "When are you going to allow yourself to be happy again?" so i was like "I fine seriously!" Shucks i nearly cried when she said "i mean when everyone else goes home." (i think thats how she phrased it..) Arh damn.. my life is so damn messed up.
Oh well at least outside my room has a really nice place to commit sucide! =D Its like my emo paradise. Awsome view! 
Have you ever been so lonely
So empty inside
And there's no one there to hold
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
Alritee haven blogged for a while. Heh anw my last week was full of outings! Zoo on tues which was pretty ok. We kinda spend more time playin then looking at animals though =P. Kids playground for the win! =D Oh then we went to cini after for dinner and lan! Kat wanted to play left 4 dead! haha now she's hooked! and Venus screams everytime she sees a zomb! hahaha
Lan on wed's again cause kat was having withdrawal symptoms. =D Well i took more dmg frm friendly fire then from the zombies! And a certain someone threw a freaking pipe bomb in the room we were standing in! rawr! heh if you dun play left 4 dead ya prob have no idea what im talking abt. =X
Pular Ubin on thurs! well we spend more time stopping then cycling. The entire trip was like filled with injuries. First my bike got stuck in the mud and i fell in Bleh! Then teressa fell down and scraped her knee. Then i fell off a stupid rock! rawr! Pular Ubin hates us!
And i cant rmb what i did on friday! anw Sat was lunch and dinners at my aunts.. where i debated for like 2 hours with my Anti-gay uncles over some old guard new guard issue haha! Gays should be reconized ok! they are people too!
Sunday was steamboat! haha i think i ate like 4 mango puddings =Z
I finally started studying today! i was walkin all over orchard today! first i went to far east to look for someone.. then i went to borders to look for a book then ngee ann city to look for that same damn book! rawR anyone know where to buy glimpses of the devil by morgan scott peck? Anw i finally ended up at heerens mac to start studying =Z And Kat was having Left 4 Dead withdrawal symptoms once again! haha in the end we played an hour of that! Venus is improving =P
Well we are going to play Left 4 Dead again tmr cause Jo is getting addicted to it too! Ai yo! you girls play more games then me!
Lan on wed's again cause kat was having withdrawal symptoms. =D Well i took more dmg frm friendly fire then from the zombies! And a certain someone threw a freaking pipe bomb in the room we were standing in! rawr! heh if you dun play left 4 dead ya prob have no idea what im talking abt. =X
Pular Ubin on thurs! well we spend more time stopping then cycling. The entire trip was like filled with injuries. First my bike got stuck in the mud and i fell in Bleh! Then teressa fell down and scraped her knee. Then i fell off a stupid rock! rawr! Pular Ubin hates us!
And i cant rmb what i did on friday! anw Sat was lunch and dinners at my aunts.. where i debated for like 2 hours with my Anti-gay uncles over some old guard new guard issue haha! Gays should be reconized ok! they are people too!
Sunday was steamboat! haha i think i ate like 4 mango puddings =Z
I finally started studying today! i was walkin all over orchard today! first i went to far east to look for someone.. then i went to borders to look for a book then ngee ann city to look for that same damn book! rawR anyone know where to buy glimpses of the devil by morgan scott peck? Anw i finally ended up at heerens mac to start studying =Z And Kat was having Left 4 Dead withdrawal symptoms once again! haha in the end we played an hour of that! Venus is improving =P
Well we are going to play Left 4 Dead again tmr cause Jo is getting addicted to it too! Ai yo! you girls play more games then me!
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Death of Me
I should've seen all the signs all around me
But I was comfortable inside these wounds
So go ahead and take another piece of me now
While we all bow down to you
How can you help my affliction
If you're the sickness and not the cure
Too long I've faked this addiction
Another sacrifice to make us pure
You tear me down and then you pick me up
You take it all and still it's not enough
You try to tell me you can heal me
But I'm still bleeding
And you will be the death of me
But I was comfortable inside these wounds
So go ahead and take another piece of me now
While we all bow down to you
How can you help my affliction
If you're the sickness and not the cure
Too long I've faked this addiction
Another sacrifice to make us pure
You tear me down and then you pick me up
You take it all and still it's not enough
You try to tell me you can heal me
But I'm still bleeding
And you will be the death of me
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Disease
Would you hear me if I called your name
Would you hold me if you knew my pain
Can anybody help me make things better
Cause this broken heart heals no more
And these tears don’t fall anymore
As I dig for understanding like a heartbroken miner
All I get is some sorry one liner
Now I’m wondering how my dreams turn to despairs
As a trickle of red flows slowly down
From these wounds echoes my inner pain
The pain that finally felt like ecstasy
Life that was just a delusion
A world of fantasies
Well happiness is no longer the illusion
My life the new disease
Would you hold me if you knew my pain
Can anybody help me make things better
Cause this broken heart heals no more
And these tears don’t fall anymore
As I dig for understanding like a heartbroken miner
All I get is some sorry one liner
Now I’m wondering how my dreams turn to despairs
As a trickle of red flows slowly down
From these wounds echoes my inner pain
The pain that finally felt like ecstasy
Life that was just a delusion
A world of fantasies
Well happiness is no longer the illusion
My life the new disease
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Sick Sick
Arg i hate being sick! Supposed to go to beer fest today but im too weak! shucks Dizzzyy! i think i got the swine flu! Bleh!
i'm running out of libido
Friday, May 1, 2009
Bah i should start bloggin before more people bug me to. Its been a Long long week. But school's finally over! I don't know if thats good or bad. Anw i did lots of stuff this week. Mmm i think i went Ktv on monday. Yeah i did! The KTV at bugis is awsome! Haha more english songs that i can sing. At least the ladies dint sing all the bitchy songs. =D
Tues we went Minds Cafe again! this time with Venus and Kat too! Which was super funny cause Venus was so dramatic haha! And i have a 3 second memory. 0.o Ohhh something really funny happend to Jo! =P If Johanna was a dice where would she roll? *winks* Damn i just realised i got no pictures at all. I should get a cam! haha then again ill be too lazy to bring it around.
Weds i organised Charades with jacob for shalu's party! haha so funny! too bad all the super funny topics dint come out. I wonder how anyone would act "sex in the city"=D No worrys ill plan Charades for the Chalet! muhahah now can put more sexual topics in!
What did i do after school ahh? Ohh and carefour! At suntec! For dr fongs party on thurs! haha i need a new brain! i dont rmb much of what happened except for me riding in a trolley =Z Ohh but after that we went to this chili store. No one was there so Kat helped herself to the hottest one! haha! KAT:" Not that hot leh" 4 sec later.. KAT:"Wa actually quite hot after a while" 4 mins later.. KAT:"Hot!" 14 mins later... KAT couldnt walk! haha miracle chili! Anw we sat at some soya bean stall and started talking about the chalet thingy! Alot of problems esp with $$! So.. those who haven pay and is reading this.. plz plz pay.. we really short of cash. Thanks!
Thurs! wow this is like the 7day week timetable of my life! =D Anw thurs was dr fongs party! Well Someone was like an hours late cause of Chicken wings! Anw there was soo much foood! i cant believe we actually finished most of it! i think there was like 8 pizzas! At least 60 Chicken wings. A huge amt of pasta which Dr Fong brought home haha. Bah just alot of food! Dr Fong ran away after school! rawr! couldnt take a pic with him!
Anw after school was damn sad.. We went to Cini! So we play like 15mins of pool while waiting for nurul who wanted to wax. then Laned for an hour while waiting for guitar hero. (God with a shotgun pwns all in CS!=D) Then we did nothing for another hour cause the stupid players before us extanded. I totally suck at Guitar heroWell the sad thing is one by one everyone left.. Nurul left while playin Guitar hero.. than Jo and jacob left together after guitar hero.. So me James and Gerad was left! haha we had a hell of a time talking about "the thing". Damn funny or sick or traumatizing bah i dont know what it is. We went to Fish and Co to look for Kat as well as call everybody asking them out! haha. Oh well in the end only teressa went out with us drinking. Damn sad la! i just took my meds so i couldnt drink.. and my meds were all drowsy so yeah it was a sleepy time. =Z Oh well. Haha gerad played Bass at the caribbian Bar! Ohh then this philipino lady went up to sing! she was damn goood! and hot=Z Evanescence for the win!
Today i did nothing! Emoed at home the whole day.. Oh well at least when im emo i can write!
My life is so lonely. Although im always around people i still feel alone.. I hate putting on that mask! =( Giving up on relationships is alot harder and sadder then i expected it to be. Somehow i dont think im gona make it. Well i guess this poem should explain everything..
Like a fallen soldier
Left alone in a pool of blood
Forgotten by all and sundry
Roaming among the living
But alone in the world
It’s been a long and winding journey
For one who was left alone
Forsaken by man and God
Blinded by survival
He fought for himself
I’m that fallen soldier
Struck out like a criminal
Cut down like an animal
Lost in all the madness
Of that last goodbye
Now that I’m picking up the pieces
I hate myself for being human
For what use are hearts
If you can’t use them
For a day, for a stitch in time
All was good, all was worth while
Now that I’ve let go
There’s nothing left to hold..
Tues we went Minds Cafe again! this time with Venus and Kat too! Which was super funny cause Venus was so dramatic haha! And i have a 3 second memory. 0.o Ohhh something really funny happend to Jo! =P If Johanna was a dice where would she roll? *winks* Damn i just realised i got no pictures at all. I should get a cam! haha then again ill be too lazy to bring it around.
Weds i organised Charades with jacob for shalu's party! haha so funny! too bad all the super funny topics dint come out. I wonder how anyone would act "sex in the city"=D No worrys ill plan Charades for the Chalet! muhahah now can put more sexual topics in!
What did i do after school ahh? Ohh and carefour! At suntec! For dr fongs party on thurs! haha i need a new brain! i dont rmb much of what happened except for me riding in a trolley =Z Ohh but after that we went to this chili store. No one was there so Kat helped herself to the hottest one! haha! KAT:" Not that hot leh" 4 sec later.. KAT:"Wa actually quite hot after a while" 4 mins later.. KAT:"Hot!" 14 mins later... KAT couldnt walk! haha miracle chili! Anw we sat at some soya bean stall and started talking about the chalet thingy! Alot of problems esp with $$! So.. those who haven pay and is reading this.. plz plz pay.. we really short of cash. Thanks!
Thurs! wow this is like the 7day week timetable of my life! =D Anw thurs was dr fongs party! Well Someone was like an hours late cause of Chicken wings! Anw there was soo much foood! i cant believe we actually finished most of it! i think there was like 8 pizzas! At least 60 Chicken wings. A huge amt of pasta which Dr Fong brought home haha. Bah just alot of food! Dr Fong ran away after school! rawr! couldnt take a pic with him!
Anw after school was damn sad.. We went to Cini! So we play like 15mins of pool while waiting for nurul who wanted to wax. then Laned for an hour while waiting for guitar hero. (God with a shotgun pwns all in CS!=D) Then we did nothing for another hour cause the stupid players before us extanded. I totally suck at Guitar heroWell the sad thing is one by one everyone left.. Nurul left while playin Guitar hero.. than Jo and jacob left together after guitar hero.. So me James and Gerad was left! haha we had a hell of a time talking about "the thing". Damn funny or sick or traumatizing bah i dont know what it is. We went to Fish and Co to look for Kat as well as call everybody asking them out! haha. Oh well in the end only teressa went out with us drinking. Damn sad la! i just took my meds so i couldnt drink.. and my meds were all drowsy so yeah it was a sleepy time. =Z Oh well. Haha gerad played Bass at the caribbian Bar! Ohh then this philipino lady went up to sing! she was damn goood! and hot=Z Evanescence for the win!
Today i did nothing! Emoed at home the whole day.. Oh well at least when im emo i can write!
My life is so lonely. Although im always around people i still feel alone.. I hate putting on that mask! =( Giving up on relationships is alot harder and sadder then i expected it to be. Somehow i dont think im gona make it. Well i guess this poem should explain everything..
Like a fallen soldier
Left alone in a pool of blood
Forgotten by all and sundry
Roaming among the living
But alone in the world
It’s been a long and winding journey
For one who was left alone
Forsaken by man and God
Blinded by survival
He fought for himself
I’m that fallen soldier
Struck out like a criminal
Cut down like an animal
Lost in all the madness
Of that last goodbye
Now that I’m picking up the pieces
I hate myself for being human
For what use are hearts
If you can’t use them
For a day, for a stitch in time
All was good, all was worth while
Now that I’ve let go
There’s nothing left to hold..
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