Wednesday, April 1, 2009

As i count the days and nights past..

During the day I wished you were there to spend it with me
During the day every moment awake hurts
During the day I think about laying down to forget everything but

At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true
At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left
At night I wish we could go to the way things were
At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended
At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I
At night I realize there's no more us
At night I realize that there was no you

At night I dream of us together again
At night I wish your lie was forever

At night I wish for us to be together again
But in the morning I realize it
All starts over again
You say hell would be like this
My worst moments played over and over again
Am I in hell?
Cut myself to feel the pain
But don’t you feel pain in hell too?