Bah i should start bloggin before more people bug me to. Its been a Long long week. But school's finally over! I don't know if thats good or bad. Anw i did lots of stuff this week. Mmm i think i went Ktv on monday. Yeah i did! The KTV at bugis is awsome! Haha more english songs that i can sing. At least the ladies dint sing all the bitchy songs. =D
Tues we went Minds Cafe again! this time with Venus and Kat too! Which was super funny cause Venus was so dramatic haha! And i have a 3 second memory. 0.o Ohhh something really funny happend to Jo! =P If Johanna was a dice where would she roll? *winks* Damn i just realised i got no pictures at all. I should get a cam! haha then again ill be too lazy to bring it around.
Weds i organised Charades with jacob for shalu's party! haha so funny! too bad all the super funny topics dint come out. I wonder how anyone would act "sex in the city"=D No worrys ill plan Charades for the Chalet! muhahah now can put more sexual topics in!
What did i do after school ahh? Ohh and carefour! At suntec! For dr fongs party on thurs! haha i need a new brain! i dont rmb much of what happened except for me riding in a trolley =Z Ohh but after that we went to this chili store. No one was there so Kat helped herself to the hottest one! haha! KAT:" Not that hot leh" 4 sec later.. KAT:"Wa actually quite hot after a while" 4 mins later.. KAT:"Hot!" 14 mins later... KAT couldnt walk! haha miracle chili! Anw we sat at some soya bean stall and started talking about the chalet thingy! Alot of problems esp with $$! So.. those who haven pay and is reading this.. plz plz pay.. we really short of cash. Thanks!
Thurs! wow this is like the 7day week timetable of my life! =D Anw thurs was dr fongs party! Well Someone was like an hours late cause of Chicken wings! Anw there was soo much foood! i cant believe we actually finished most of it! i think there was like 8 pizzas! At least 60 Chicken wings. A huge amt of pasta which Dr Fong brought home haha. Bah just alot of food! Dr Fong ran away after school! rawr! couldnt take a pic with him!
Anw after school was damn sad.. We went to Cini! So we play like 15mins of pool while waiting for nurul who wanted to wax. then Laned for an hour while waiting for guitar hero. (God with a shotgun pwns all in CS!=D) Then we did nothing for another hour cause the stupid players before us extanded. I totally suck at Guitar heroWell the sad thing is one by one everyone left.. Nurul left while playin Guitar hero.. than Jo and jacob left together after guitar hero.. So me James and Gerad was left! haha we had a hell of a time talking about "the thing". Damn funny or sick or traumatizing bah i dont know what it is. We went to Fish and Co to look for Kat as well as call everybody asking them out! haha. Oh well in the end only teressa went out with us drinking. Damn sad la! i just took my meds so i couldnt drink.. and my meds were all drowsy so yeah it was a sleepy time. =Z Oh well. Haha gerad played Bass at the caribbian Bar! Ohh then this philipino lady went up to sing! she was damn goood! and hot=Z Evanescence for the win!
Today i did nothing! Emoed at home the whole day.. Oh well at least when im emo i can write!
My life is so lonely. Although im always around people i still feel alone.. I hate putting on that mask! =( Giving up on relationships is alot harder and sadder then i expected it to be. Somehow i dont think im gona make it. Well i guess this poem should explain everything..
Like a fallen soldier
Left alone in a pool of blood
Forgotten by all and sundry
Roaming among the living
But alone in the world
It’s been a long and winding journey
For one who was left alone
Forsaken by man and God
Blinded by survival
He fought for himself
I’m that fallen soldier
Struck out like a criminal
Cut down like an animal
Lost in all the madness
Of that last goodbye
Now that I’m picking up the pieces
I hate myself for being human
For what use are hearts
If you can’t use them
For a day, for a stitch in time
All was good, all was worth while
Now that I’ve let go
There’s nothing left to hold..
