The lonely bug is getting at me again! arg.. I got asked this question by someone whom i haven seen for the longest time. Apparently she has been reading my blog.. Well i met her on the streets.. Somehow we started talking at starbucks.. "When are you going to allow yourself to be happy again?" so i was like "I fine seriously!" Shucks i nearly cried when she said "i mean when everyone else goes home." (i think thats how she phrased it..) Arh damn.. my life is so damn messed up.
Oh well at least outside my room has a really nice place to commit sucide! =D Its like my emo paradise. Awsome view! 
Have you ever been so lonely
So empty inside
And there's no one there to hold
