Mr Wrong

I think I shouldn’t be Mr Tan, I should be Mr wrong. Every damn thing I do in my life gets screwed up. Infact I screw up everything I touch. Well I try to earn a bit of cash and I get into a whole big mess.. I got out of that mess after a lot of work.. and guess what I got back in it trying to help someone out. I try to help someone get over a relationship, I end up making things worse.
Gosh I can think of a million things I’ve screwed up. You know whats the best part about me? I can’t even seem to open myself up to anyone. It’s this natural reaction, everytime I try its like this protective mask slips on and I totally can’t talk about personal stuff anymore. Its like this mask that slips on.. to protect myself? I think. I even conjure up scenarios for my shrinks so they would have something else to think about. Well there used to be two people I could talk to.. but now one prob thinks im a stupid ass for not listening to her and the other prob just thinks im a jerk. See how perfect my life is? I’m awesome!
You know what people? im the root of all evil, the start of all sin. How do u live a life that is lost? How do you trust someone when that person might be the one who's going to break you. How do you love when all you've gotten from her is pain? No one deserves sadness but me.

Bright are the days when the darkest sun sets