Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Its late at night and i can't sleep

So many things are falling out of place. Its been more than 3 weeks since ive been able to sleep. Somehow 2-3hours of sleep is enough for me. Why is everything around me so fucked up. My entire life, all i ever heard or seen is just sad stories. Happy endings. Where are you? Or are you just another fairy tale. Is life this fucked up? I just finished listening about how someone just found out her bf was cheating on her since the start of their relationship. Guess how long the it lasted? One whole year! Seriously.. how do you hide something like that for a year?

Why can't everything be simple. I hate doing all this crap all day long. Why cant i just speak my mind. Damn. I've been doing some stuff lately. And im starting to wonder.. is lying the only way to get through life?

I just realised i hardly have any normal posts. Haha. Oh well.