This sucks pretty bad.. im missing out on all the christmas and new year parties. All the candy and sweets. The dancing and singing. All the chances to waste this life by having fun! Cause im leaving on a jet plane, don't know when ill be back again. Haha actually i do. ill be back on the 3rd jan.
Well 2009.. Was a complicated year. Alot better then 2008 though.. where everything fell apart. Lets just say 2009 was a year of recovery, self discovery and parties! =D haha im trying to live back my old days.. To lead a life of happiness and not meaning.. Its kinda hard to tune back and stop thinking about everything. Kinda like pandora's box.. haha once you opened it there is no going back. Oh well at least parting helps for a while. =/ Hey its better than nothing. Go ahead judge me.
After all this time im sorry to say that im still not over you.. Ive tried.. some of the things i tried im not proud of.. but oh well.. you opened the box.. and showed me life. whats more is there to ask for. Goodbye!
