Tuesday, March 22, 2011

My version of Forever seems like an Unrealistic Dream

This suddenly reminded me about something i wrote a long time ago. It’s saddening but true. But words these days mean nothing to most people. They are only there when they need you but not a mile in sight when they don't. Even the ones closest to you leave you when your down in the trenches. Maybe its just me or my dumb luck.
But this song reminded me of how it feels to be vulnerable. To open youself up completely to someone else and feel totaly safe about it. Maybe one day i will be able to that again...

Chris Medina - What Are Words



Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close