Isn't it funny how everything always seems to fall apart at the same time.
How many times has the heart been through the grinder? So battered and bruised. So broken and confused. When life is finally done with me I wonder how this heart of mine will look. You know i really don't ask for much. Just for someone to love and care for and be treated the same way. I just don't understand why everyone seems to be able to find that someone while i just get.. i can't find a word to describe the people i meet.
Sometimes i feel like no matter how hard i struggle, life is just there gently coaching and nudging me off the edge. Like life itself is rejecting me from.. well life.
Right now im just so sick and tired of trying, so tired of learning from all the mistakes i make. So used to all this heartach that i cant remember what it feels like to smile..
But if theres one thing i still beleive in.. Is the will to change.
