Dear god I’m writing this letter to you
Cause I don’t have a clue
Can you help me?
I’m sitting here
Simply trying to figure out
What my life’s all about it
Can you tell me?
I never wanted to be
The person you see
Can you tell me who I am?
I always wanted to die
But you kept me alive
What do you want from me?
I lie awake conducting this symphony,
That you have gifted to me,
But I can’t ever sleep
Don’t be mad
But I get weak inside
And I start to fall apart
Cause I feel nothing
I never wanted to be
Some kind of comic relief
Please show me who I am
I been tortured and scorned
Since the day that I was born
But I don’t know who I am
And I thank you man for everything
Sorry I’m so frightened about all of this
But I wish I could give you more
And all the lights are shining down on me
And I feel intimidate by it all
Oh god please tell me now
Are you disappointed? Are you proud?
Haven’t I done EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING!
I’m so sorry I’m so weak
And I’ve turned into a freak
But I don’t know ANYTHING, ANYTHING!
I’ve lost all self-esteem
By burying everything
And I feel NOTHING, NOTHING!
Oh god please tell me now
Oh god please tell me now
Cause I feel nothing
And dear god I’m writing this letter to you
I am coming unglued
Please help me!
