The ones I love
Are striking me down on my knees
Haven't slept in a week
My bed has become my coffin
I cannot breath, cannot speak
My head's like a bomb, still waiting
So take my heart and take my soul
I don't need them anymore
The ones I love
Are drowning me in my dreams
Hypnotized by the night
Silently rising beside me
Emptiness, Nothingness
Is burning a hole inside me
Now take my faith and take my pride
I don't need them anymore
This bed has become my chapel of stone
A garden of darkness to where I'm thrown
The ones I love
Over and over again
Are dragging me under
So take my life, I don't need it anymore..
Around this time 5 years ago, i decided if i was to survive in this world, i couldnt have feelings. Now i realised i was right back then.
