Saturday, January 19, 2013

What If..




It’s the kind of morning after a night of partying, the alcohol has left your system and the adrenaline has died down, and you lay awake a little stoned, a little alone. Home by yourself tucked under the quilt your grandmother made for you 20 years ago listening to songs from your comfort band, Coldplay, wondering about everything you were trying to forget.  Wondering if that girl you fell in love with from the moment you set eyes on her felt the same way. And though after everything fate has brought her back to you, things seem different this time. What if you got it all wrong? What if you were both on a different page? Just feeling a little lost and a little confused. Not knowing how you should proceed from here. Should you confront her and clear things up but what if you do not get the answer you were looking for? What then? Or should you just leave things as they are and suffer in doubt and in silence. How long then till you implode? Or should you just leave everything behind and walk away. Hoping for the very best that one day you would be able to forget her. But everything comes down to the fact that you do love her. And isn’t that worth hanging on to?