I should be stronger that crying alone here now. But thats just life, you don't know anything until you've lost it. I knew this day would come back to haunt me. Day's of watching the lonley sun rise in the skys. Days where everything seems like it was yesterday. Where i could say i was truely happy. Where i do not have to wake up and lie to myself in the mirror. For now i don't even know who is that person i see anymore...

Like a single star
Shining bright in an empty night sky
With wonder I stare
Astounded by its beauty and glory

But like all stars
Their existence ended ages ago
Nevertheless its beauty still remains
To haunt you for those countless lonely nights

And every tear that falls
Is never understood
Never caught
For that star I saw was never there

I guess time never really heals anything..