Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Damien Rice - Unplayed Piano



It's funny how when you're sad, you can hardly feel anything but that sadness, but when you're in love, you're open to every kind of feeling. Even those you wish that love could mask. 

I started writing this randomly; the first sentence was an away message I poured out, but then I realized it's because I know at least five people who are going through shit right now. There's the girl I hurt, to whom I won't be able to apologize enough. There's the guy who lost his grandma. There's the girl whose best friend swore her off. There's the someone who's trying to go from love to friendship. There's the girl who thinks she's losing him.  

Sometimes it feels like that one emotion can overwhelm you, and there have been times when I never thought there was anywhere to turn that could make me feel better. When you love people and that love gets taken away- a breakup, a death, a betrayal... fuck, it hurts. But if you love one person, and you discover the happiness that follows love, you're bound to love more people... no matter how much you know it might hurt in the end.
"I’m not good at relationships, I always manage to find the flaws. Sometimes in others, but mostly my own. I foretell the ending, then go and create the cause, save myself, and end up alone."
- The Realm of Possibilities